October 7, 2011

When you fall in love, you try to think of something to talk about, to keep the conversation alive, waiting for their reply and get excited when they do; it’s all smiles and butterflies. But when you fall out of love, you fight the urge to talk to that person, even if the both of you choose to stay as friends, you know that you can never talk to the person the same way you did, it’s just really different, knowing that whether they reply or not, it shouldn’t matter to you cause either one of you made the decision to let go, the conversations don’t mean anything anymore, it’s just a way to keep the both of you as friends cause it would hurt too much if the both of you don’t talk, at all. Realizing that things can never go back to the way it was really hurts but after that you’ll also realize why it didn’t work out, why you shouldn’t waste time and effort on it and why it’s not worth it.